Category Archives: Adventure

Admonition – A Dialogue with the Abyss

 

 

Back against the abyss

Eyes ears nose strain forward

Into smelly chaos cacophony

Slap, pain. pink worm screams

Light blur heavy air

Masked bandit

“It’s a boy.”

Vanishes

(What the hell?)

Blur coos tweaks incubators

(Anything I need to know

About this crap?)

“You’re going to die.”

(Well, at least there’s that.

These other bastards got to stay?)

“No.  Them too.

All going to die.”

(Weird.  So what we waiting for?

Let’s get this show on the road.)

“You have to wait a while.

Those others have to die

First.  Mostly.”

(Cripes!  I gotta stand in line?)

“That’s a way of looking at it.”

(So what the hell am I supposed to do

Meanwhile?)

“Forget what I’ve just told you.

You’ll find something.”

(It’s so damned boring

And it even hurts)

“Don’t look back

Keep your eyes away

From where you’ve been

And where you’re going.”

(But all these other bastards

Stirring around making racket

Doing backflips and cartwheels

What the hell is that all about?)

“Before you can talk about it

You’ll come to think

All that is what’s important.

(Say what?)

“Watch them you’ll soon see

They never look into the abyss.”

(Yeah.  I noticed

They’re playing pinball

And masturbating

Let me the hell out of here)

“Don’t try to cut in line

Ahead of someone else.

You’ll screw things up.

I mean it.”

From Poems of the New Old West 

Copyright 2002, Jack Purcell

12 O’clock High

Jack wrote this in September, 2006:

Morning to you.

Jeanne loaned me some old movies a while back.  I don’t have a television, but I do have a thing with a VCR attached to it so’s I’m able to look at movies when I have them and don’t want to read or do something else.

Watched 12 Oclock High last night.

Not a bad movie as old post-WWII movies go.  Gregory Peck Generalling a B-17  Flying Fortress bomber command during the early stages of precision daylight bombing.

The air-combat scenes were all actual wing-camera footage from German wing-cameras and US bomber gun-cameras taken in actual combat, so while it had reality it lacked the drama found in staged footage.  Those combat footages can never compete with special effects and pilots/gunners who aren’t wetting their pants and wondering if they’ll be alive in five minutes.

I don’t recall ever being impressed before by how young all those guys were.

Seventeen, eighteen-year-old baby faced youngsters swiveling around in gun-turrets behind .50 caliber machine guns at 20,000 feet trying to kill twenty-year-old Germans who are trying to kill them.

Reminded me a bit of Joseph Hellerman’s paranoid B-17 pilot in Catch 22.

“They’re trying to kill me!” Yosarian declared to the psychiatrist.  “They hate me.”

“What makes you think they hate you?”

“Every time I go up to drop bombs on them they try to shoot me down,” Yosarian lamented.

Sounds strangely contemporary.

Jack

Ask Old Jules: Modern Technology stops, A beautiful spirit, Favorite quote, Blank book title, Why aren’t more men feminist?

3.22.03 and back ups 1098

Old Jules, what would happen if all modern day technology were to suddenly stop working?

Public water supplies and sewage treatment facilities gone, transportation facilities for food gone, refrigeration gone. One week: half the population dead One month: 3/4 the population dead Six months: Scattered small communities starving, but getting by near lakes in warm climates

Old Jules, what do you think it means to have a beautiful spirit?

It means your spirit resembles that of a jellicle cat.

Old Jules, what is your most favorite quote ever?

Lyndon Johnson when told about the successful launch of Explorer I [the first US object into orbit]: “A basketball that goes ‘beep’? The only thing I want to hear about a basketball that goes beep is that someone threw one into the men’s room in the Kremlin!”

Old Jules, what would be a good title for a book with blank pages?

Everything You Need to Know for a Bachelors Degree in Education and a Teaching Certificate

Old Jules, why aren’t more men feminist?

I was married 25 years to a woman who was a pioneer in 1960s-forward feminism of the reality variety. She struggled her way up in her profession until she was at the top, had a thousand-or-so male and female professionals working for her. Smartest woman I’ve ever known. One of her favorite observations about later young feminists was that if women ever want to get anywhere in life and be at all happy or content they’re going to have to cease being their own worst enemies. They’re going to have to quit superimposing current values on the past as a means of seeing themselves as victims. Blaming men for their troubles is a waste and it’s disgustingly self-defeating.

She never met a war she didn’t like

Jack wrote this in September, 2005:

Ah, America.  Her founders, the framers of her Constitution deliberately tried to make it difficult for her to go to war.  They recognized that sometime there’d be the need, but they also recognized that the wishes of the President might sometimes differ from the wishes of the citizenry, as regards to war.

So they created a Constitution to allow for the need for war, but gave the responsibility for defining and solidifying that need to the directly elected representatives of the people.

Those framers knew.  About kings.

What they didn’t know was that the day would come when Americans no longer venerated the US Constitution they’d created.

They couldn’t predict a population so warlike they’d allow a president to usurp their work, a population who’d cheer a king for his wars, instead  of fighting his scorn for the Constitutional process.

America.  Cheering her kings, sending her young men off to war for half a century into more wars than any other nation in the world.  No war too small to justify another hocker onto the graves of those framers of the US Constitution.  No gunfire anywhere too small to burn a little more of the document Americans used to venerate.

Poor America.  The nation without a Constitution.  The democracy without a representative government.

And for half a century she never met a war she didn’t like.

Jack

Aftermath

Aftermath
(Of reading a Deviant Art poem)

Chalk on blackboard
Shrieks heard mid spine
Echo after half a century.

Last knuckle middle digit
Bears the dent
Of fingers squeezed
On throat of yellow pencil
Pressed hard on Big Chief pad.

Giggles, whispers, winks
Spitballs gumballs
Girls in tight sweaters
Cushman Motor Scooters

School bus coy romance
Un-requited love
False bravado
fights
Fear
And pimples.

Memory redefining
the gut meaning
Of anguish.

From Poems of the New Old West

Copyright©2002, Jack Purcell

Honkytonkers grown old

Jack wrote this in March, 2006:

Relocated an old friend of mine on the Internet a while back:

jerrysiresband

Jerry Sires Band

Haven’t seen him in 20 years, haven’t been back in touch with him, but tickled pea green to see he’s thriving.

Does my heart good to see that bunch of old rounders.  That’s Jerry in the hat.  Mike, Dean and Pat have been with him as younger men a long time ago.  Boomer looks like an older version of a guy who used to play with the Austin Lounge Lizards.

That truck is the centerpiece for the song, “I found me a trailer that matches my truck”.

“And the tires from the truck fit the trailer,

The trailer matches the truck’s graceful lines!

Tell me, who do you thank when you have such luck?

I found me a trailer that matches my truck.”

Jack

 

From Red Grain Truck Blues by Jerry Sires

The yellow corn sure looks good up ahead inside the red grain truck.

It’s piled high to testify that some farmer had a little luck.

I sure like to drive these country roads

Even though they’re changing every day

But I always was kind of slow

And sometimes I just feel in the way.

 

In the city there’s people getting by

Taking in each other’s dirty clothes.

Where fine homes and big cars all come from

I guess nobody knows.

 

But Daddy needs a new golf cart

And Mama wants a new suntan machine

Brother wants a race car

And sister wants a full-sized movie screen.

 

You can almost hear her cry, you can almost hear her moan

As another garage door opener

Is torn right from her bones

Still, I wonder how long it can last

 

When the teeming millions watch and want theirs too

It’s all got to come from the earth

And she’s about done what she can do.

You can almost hear her cry, you can almost hear her moan

As Singapore and Shanghai

Decide to refrigerate their homes.

 

But the yellow corn sure looks good up ahead

Inside the red grain truck.

The yellow corn sure looks good

Inside the red grain truck.

I Like Ike – 34th President – 1953-1961

Jack wrote this in September, 2005:

Commander in Chief of Allied Forces, Europe

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Commanded the North African Campaign, Med Campaign, D Day Campaign, Invasion of Germany

Ike followed Truman as prez.

One of the best presidents in US history, to my way of thinking.  He got a truce in Korea, settled relations with the USSR (Stalin died while Ike was in office) during his presidency, though they heated up when Kennedy came into office.

During his administration the Russkies agreed to ‘free’ Austria, neutralize it, which was unprecedented and unanteceded, for that matter.

Ike sent troops to Little Rock, Arkansas to enforce de-segregation of the schools… ended up with a standoff, near shooting war between the Arkansas National Guard and the US Army.  I’d give him high marks for commitment, but mixed reviews on the near shootout.  Those were crazy times… Arkansawyer adults lined up around the school, a group of adult females who called themselves the ‘cheerleaders’, screaming insults at a couple of scared black kids escorted to school by US Marshalls.  Weird, tough times testifying we weren’t a lot better as a species then, than now.  Some, but not a lot.

Eisenhower was determined to see world peace.  He began the ‘atoms for peace’ program, which furnished uranium for peaceful purposes to friendly and third world countries for power plant development.

Ike’s last moments in office, his farewell speech is posted elsewhere on this blog, but to summarize it, he warned Americans to beware the Military/Industrial Complex, which he believed would try to keep America in a state of war and near-war as long as possible, to further their own financial interests and ambitions.

Which was obvious good advice not taken.

Great prez, even though he had Tricky Dixon for VP, and his son married Tricky’s daughter.

Jack

How’s everyone doing? from Jeanne

I just thought it was time to check in with Jack’s readers… I’m still here reading along with the rest of you. My original plan to schedule these posts so far in advance that they are a surprise to me as well worked, and I never know what’s next unless I peek ahead on the schedule.

There are some new followers, which is always interesting and also gives me pause. Do these newcomers really know they are reading the words of someone who passed on a year and a half ago? Or are they just fishing for more followers on their own blog? I’m not complaining, nor am I analyzing that in the least. The more readers, the better. If you have been following along all these years back to when Jack was posting, I appreciate it so much. Posts are scheduled out for another 14 months or so.

I just submitted my paperwork to start the retirement process from my school library clerk job. I’ll have some free time starting in the new year. One of my project ideas is to put together some of these posts in actual book form. I’m thinking of grouping the Ask Old Jules posts for one book, and maybe blog posts (just some!) for another book. The main reason is…. I hate reading stuff online. Although I intend to leave the blog in place when the scheduled posts run out, I can’t see myself dipping into past material in online format. I follow very few blogs in spite of my interest (although that may change with retirement freeing my time). I’d love to be able to grab a book full of these writings and randomly peruse the entries. Lulu.com is a good way of doing print-on-demand books. I’ll be starting to edit and organize this material to see if it’s doable. I have other ideas for quotations and shorter paragraphs that I think are helpful to re-read. So I’m not ready to let any of this go. Although Jack was a flawed individual who made a point of NEVER offering advice, I’ve frequently turned to his writing for inspiration and encouragement. It may still be a part of my mourning process, and not anything helpful to anyone else, but those are some ideas I’ve been entertaining.
I’ll also be working on my art in the future, so check in over at www.jeannekasten.com to see if I’ve completed any new drawings or paintings. At this stage, I may not have any updates for a while, though, work is very stressful this year. I’ll also be looking for part-time work when the winter weather has let up a bit.

So that’s the update from here. I hope everyone is still surviving these difficult times. You are all very dear to me.
Jeanne

Harry Truman- The road to hell

Jack wrote this in September, 2005:

Harry Truman  campaign slogan, “The buck stops here.” The Square Deal.

A middling good president who was never intended to be president.  Not a pro-politician, but a haberdasher from Missouri.  One of those pivotal presidents, keys in the chain of events that got us where we are, but a man mostly forgotten.

Truman presided over the end of WWII after Roosevelt died.  He had a tricky job and he wasn’t up to the task, but it’s impossible to know anything about Harry Truman without becoming convinced he did the best he could.  Whatever his failings, he was an honest, honorable man.

The decision to drop the Atomic bomb on Hiroshima and Nagasaki was his.  It’s difficult to imagine any president making any other, under the circumstances.  Japan had to be invaded, or bombed.  Probably dropping the bomb saved the lives of a million men lost if we’d had to invade.

The last ten days of the war Joseph Stalin declared war on Japan and sent Soviet troops across Manchuria.  Truman agreed, after the surrender, to allow the USSR to have Sakhalin, the North island of Japan.  A costly decision over the decades, including the Soviet shooting down of Flight 007 during the 80s, with maybe a couple of hundred passengers aboard.

Truman also continued the agreement to give Eastern Europe to the Soviets.  He adopted the Marshall Plan, which was the means by which American taxpayers rebuilt Germany, Japan and Italy, and the industries there.  The consequences were that those nations had newer, better industries than the US, and eventually bankrupted our core industries.

During the Truman Administration the Communists ended the long civil war in China by winning, beginning the Domino Theory, which got us into Vietnam.  The theory assumed Communists forsook nationalism, in favor of Communism, and that they’d work together to Communize the world without attempting to further national interests.  In retrospect, it’s difficult to believe any president, any US population would believe such a thing, but mostly we all did.

Fortunately, the Communists didn’t.

The protracted, undeclared war in Korea belonged to Truman.  North Koreans pushed Americans into the Pusan Perimeter, a tiny piece of land on the lower end of the penensula.  Then MacArthur did a sea landing at Inchon.  US troops fought North Koreans all the way to the Yalu River, then watched as legions of Chinese came across and drove them back to the 38th parallel, where the war stalled, eventually sort of ended with neither side happy.  US troops still guard the DMZ there.

Truman stood up to his prima-donna general MacArthur, who wanted to lay a 1000 mile wide belt of radioactivity around Manchuria to take care of the problem, wanted to use the Atomic bomb on whomever.  Wanted it REALLY badly, with the enthusiastic support of a lot of hero-worshiping Americans who were afraid of Communism, frustrated by the duration of the war, and who loved war hero MacArthur for his pipe-smoking press conferences island hopping during WWII.  His promise to the Phillipinos that he’d return, and his grandstand newsy announcement, “I have returned.” when US forces took Manila.  A man, MacArthur, who’d have liked to be prez.

Truman fired him.  Good on him.

Truman presided in the beginning of a time in history when the best thing a poor nation could do was go to war with the US and lose.  The beginning of the period when the US began giving away the abundance they’d won with fire and blood to anyone with a sad story.  A time when Americans  could afford to be generous, short term, at the cost of the future.

But the most tragic thing about Harry Truman involved the Atomic bomb.  He was the first man in the history of humanity who held the power to say to the world, after the surrender of Japan,

“We have the Atomic bomb.  No other country has one.  We’ve proved our willingness to use it on a human population.

“Beginning August, 1945, the world is going to experience something called ‘peace’, and something else called ‘disarmament’.

“Start gathering your weaponry, all you armed to the teeth nations, everything larger than squad-level weapons.  Pile it in designated central locations.  You are going to disarm, and you are going to go to peace with your neighbors, or you will face the consequences, the wrath of the United States in a way that will leave you a molten layer of green glass.”

But, of course, he didn’t.  Maybe it wouldn’t have worked, anyway.

But Truman was generally a good man, a not-so-good prez at a time when few could have done it better, though we might wish otherwise.

It surely might have been nice not to have had the Marshall Plan, the Cold War, Korea, Vietnam, and it’s difficult not to feel a bit miffed at Harry Truman for being the father of it all, after Roosevelt.

Jack

The US Presidency – The Oath of Hypocrisy: Part 1

Jack wrote this in September, 2005:

Some of you blog-readers have expressed a severe disinterest in history. For me, that serves as a red flag. If Americans don’t know their own history there’s no way they can learn from the mistakes and misjudgments of the past.

So, for the sake of education, I’m going to go through a brief, non-partisan history of the pros and cons of the US presidents of recent times.

Roosevelt: The New Deal

The Plus side:

“Tell Me Why You Like Roosevelt

Tell me why you like Roosevelt, poor man’s friend

That’s why I like Roosevelt, poor man’s friend

That’s why I like Roosevelt, poor man’s friend

Good God almighty, he’s the poor man’s friend

“Cause in the year of nineteen and thirty-two

We had no idea just what we would do

All our finances had flowed away

Till my dad got a job with the WPA

“That’s why I like Roosevelt, poor man’s friend

That’s why I like Roosevelt, poor man’s friend

That’s why I like Roosevelt, poor man’s friend

Good God almighty that’s the poor man’s friend

Good God almighty that’s the poor man’s friend “

From:

©1974 Jesse Winchester

From the LP “Learn To Love It”

The down side:

Fought the ‘Secret War’ from 1939, to 1941, using US military vessels to support foreign convoys supplying munitions to UK and Soviet Union, in contravention of International Law for Neutral Nations and at a time when the US public was distinctly undecided about whether to enter WWII. The only secret of the ‘Secret War’ was the American public. Everyone else on both sides knew.

Cooperated in secret agreement, August, 1941, with UK Prime Minister Churchill cutting off the Japanese Empire oil supply at Singapore, assuring that the Japanese would attack US holdings. September, 1941, Roosevelt issued a classified warning to US forces in Manila to expect an attack there. That mistake of location almost lost the US war in the Pacific before it began with the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor, December 7, 1941. It was clear to Roosevelt that the US public would be unwilling to enter the war unless US holding were directly attacked. He arranged for the attack, but underestimated cunning of the enemy.

Allied the US with the Soviet Union for the duration of the war. Put up with Joseph Stalin’s stalls concerning opening a new front into Manchuria, thereby allowing Japanese troops to be used entirely in China, and on the Pacific Islands, extending the war in the Pacific at the cost of thousands of lives of US servicemen. Participated in the pre-post-war agreement to give Eastern Europe to the Soviets, which was the root cause of the Cold War.

The issue here isn’t whether we should, or should not have entered WWII. The issue is the well-documented record of a President of the US and his administration to deceive US citizens to manipulate public opinion in favor of his own agenda by subterfuge.

The worst thing about the Roosevelt Administration, however, was that during his decade in office he stacked the US Supreme Court with lifetime appointments of innovative readers of the US Constitution, so’s to assure his programs stretching the document to the limit weren’t declared unconstitutional by the high court.

Two of the most divisive results of this free and easy reading of the Constitution can be found in the Miranda Decision (got to read’em their rights), Roe v. Wade (the Constitutional right to abortion). Miranda was a matter for Congress to decide and adopt into the Criminal Code, clearly wasn’t a right given by the framers of the Constitution. The ‘right’ to abortion was an issue for State legislators to decide within their areas of jurisdiction, as well as one for the US Congress. Both were usurped by the US Supreme Court in these two of countless decisions since Roosevelt.

Franklin Roosevelt is the father of litigious America. Father to legions of lawyers hoping and trusting the ‘current court’ will read the Constitution in favor of their clients.

Roosevelt had his strengths and his flaws, same as any other president. But he was the beginning of the King Worshiper phase of American political philosophy that’s become a monster in the US today, and has been encouraged increasingly by every president since, except Eisenhower, Ford and Carter.

Before Roosevelt, Americans recognized each president was just a man, same as them, full of mistakes, flaws, and driven by self-interest. After Roosevelt they were in a habit of thinking they could trust politicians.

In a few days I’ll give you Harry Truman.

Jack